Showing posts from May, 2018

Thankful for America

Dear Lord God, I am blessed to live in America, a free country, even though I chafe under the ambition and corruption so often present in public officials. I am proud of our soldiers and civil servants, even though I read stories of their brutality and injustice in the news. I appreciate the protection I have to believe, write, live, and worship, even though I recognize our country's moral decline. We are a sinful people and a sinful nation, and yet you choose to love us and use us. You have blessed us with opportunity and responsibility, and so much good has been accomplished in the world through our nation. Because of your love and mercy. Thank you for the men and women who have served our country, faced danger, missed loved ones, endured trauma, fought to recover, and came home. Thank you for the ones who paid the ultimate sacrifice with their lives so we could enjoy freedom. Bless their families and cover them with your loving care. Thank you for tr

Flood me

My Lord, It seems like you want to flood us. Streets, ditches, streams, rivers, sidewalks, basements. I'm not enjoying it. You can stop anytime. But that's not you. You can't help but flood the minds and hearts of your people. Sometimes your Spirit comes in like a tidal wave, just to remind me who you are and what you are capable of doing. I know you are all-powerful. I know you're the Living Water. I know you give life-- you don't take life. You refresh, you satisfy, you fill. You are enough. You are more than enough-- I can't handle your power or your mercy. I can't understand it. So when I feel that I have more than I can handle, I must be looking at the floods around me instead of looking up to you who are more powerful and more capable than anything this world can throw at me. Flood me. Help me not to fear your flood but to ride the waves-- to sail on-- to walk on water-- to drink from your cup. Make the wate

I believe you love me

Dear Lord, All your ways are good. I believe you love me. When life is difficult, and circumstances don't go my way, I believe you love me, and you're working out a plan to mature me. When people and struggles are cruel and unforgiving, I believe you love me, and you're teaching me something about myself and about yourself. When you bless me with family love and encouraging friendships, I believe you love me. Yet you don't love me any more when my life is easy than when it is hard, even thought that seems true to me. Ease is not better proof of your love, but it does reveal the degree of my faith in you. Thank you for your patience with me, for your long-suffering nature that understands how many times it takes for me to believe and accept truth, especially truth of your sacrificial and eternal love. As if you had something more to prove! Living by faith and not by sight is hard for me-- I so easily forget that you are love, all the time,

Thank you for the blessings I understand and the ones I don't

Dear Lord-Provider, Thank you for answering my prayers. I'm grateful for your blessings, even when they happen in your timing and not mine. (Your way always seems way too long in coming.) I'm trying to believe that your timing is perfect, even when I can't see that it is. I know I need patience and faith to trust you. I'm glad you're working on this in my life, even though I hate it. I love you. In my feeble, pathetic, human way, I love you. And I desire to love you more all the time, not just when you bless me. Until you make me wait another time and then bless me again after I've waited, I just want to say-- I believe in your timing. I'm grateful for the blessings I understand and the ones I don't. I trust your will for your gifts that are coming, no matter what they look like at the time I receive them. Amen.

What are my idols?

Dear God Almighty, I want to sit in your presence and hear you speak to me. But perhaps I'm worshipping something else, something about me and for me, instead of listening for your will or obeying what I already know I should be doing. I do desire clean hands, a pure heart, and a soul that's not idolatrous. The truth is, worship of you only is hard. I naturally drift toward self-centeredness. Show me where I go wrong, where I steer away from loving you completely. What are my idols? Are they people I love? Success? Acceptance? Recognition? Security? Cleanse me of these desires and give me a pure heart that seeks only You. You are my One and Only, my Alpha and Omega. my Beginning and End. You alone. And thank you for your patience with me. In Jesus' name, Amen. Psalm 24:3-4